p o e m s r o d n e y n e l s o n
A three-day warming had made each lamina
on the river’s even field of snow inbend to
the next one down putting a sagged look to it
and on the bank the grown unimportant ash trees
were in lack of a wind that might have had them
seem other than waiting so seemed to wait without
motion for light to expose their drab of trunk
which had attracted a city crew to fell a
marked few they might not even have noticed had
sun not added to an independent warming
and where they had bladed a truck way was some
green in the upturned dirt along with a lot of
raw-pink not olive sawdust that would have meant
scent at another time had the men come for spear
wood in an even more other time not to
mention style of hood they would have taken note of
a red squirrel that dawdled in the sun on
an unmarked tree and had no news for them today
To come to day at five in the winter morning
to know that I may have to remain and wake alone
to take to mind the chagrin of living in age
to empty it of all the geste and romaunce therefore
to admit that each year now is a labeled bin
to resign to resignation and the weakly dawn
to think of becoming a sequacious old man
to have them find me chalant and sedent in public
to carry it on as though I had not met her
to love her anyway until I am gone to night